Tuesday, December 29, 2009
Christmas in Miami
We went over to the Taylors on Saturday. Matt has been wanting Johnny and I to play the Wii with him and it was laundry time. We had a great time. Katie I hope you know how thankful I am for you and your little family. I don't know what we would do with out you. We were defiantly supposed to be here at the same time so we could help each other through this.
So I feel like we have lived at the movies this week. We went to Sherlock Holmes on Monday and then we watched Avatar today. I loved Sherlock Holmes. It was so cool to how they show you how he thinks. Avatar was good. We went to the 3D Imax showing and it added a lot to the experience. I have never been to a 3D movie before so that was cool. I have heard from people that it was really preachy about the environment, but I didn't think it was. I thought that Wallie was more "green" than Avatar was, but thats just me. After the movie Johnny took me out to Outback Steak House. It was so yummy. I'm no a big red meat fan, but every once in a while a steak is just awesome. They messed up my order and brought fries instead of mashed potatoes so I got free fries too! You can't beat that. Well I hope everybody is having a great holiday season and if I don't write before then have a great new year!
Thursday, December 24, 2009
Everglade Pictures
The Everglades
While we were there was took a tour of the Nike Missile Base. Apparently nobody aside from the government knew it was there until a few years ago. Its an abandoned base from the Cuban Missile Crisis. It was pretty cool to go learn a little more about that time. I know Johnny really enjoyed it. He loves history!
So my picture don't want to load. I'll try again tomorrow.
Sunday, December 20, 2009
Seeing Santa!!
I have been missing all my Christmas traditions and especially watching movies with the Fam, but Johnny found me a web sight with all the classics on it so I know what I'm doing this week. We are actually in the middle of Christmas Vacation so I better go! Merry Christmas Eve Eve Eve Eve Eve!!!
Friday, December 18, 2009
Singing in the Rain
We babysat the Taylor kids today so Katie and David could finish the Christmas shopping. I felt bad because we had nothing for them to do. They said they weren't bored, but I think they might have been. I hope they still feel I'm their friend, I love having them as my friends. They are such funny little people.
I'm going to try to get Johnny to tell about his experience in school so for. He is on break for Christmas so he will have a little more off time. It seems he is always studying. Good for the brain, bad for the Tracy.
Thursday, December 17, 2009
The Beach with the Taylors
Yesterday we went to the beach with the Taylors. Johnny and David had just finished a quiz so we though it would be a good diversion from school. We went to Key Biscayne. I we so different from south beach. The water was calm and clear. I think it was perfect for the kids. It was great for snorkeling as well. Johnny found some cool critters, and we saw a few fish too. It sounds really funny but one of the fish looked like an ocean fish. It was triangle shaped and weird. Johnny found a hermit crab and a live sand dollar. Rachel really liked me spinning her around in the water. I had fun making a sand pyramid with Matt and Katie.
I know this is really off subject but have any of you had people take random pictures of you? Last Saturday I was climbing a tree and this guy I don't know took a picture of me up in the tree. Then later that day somebody took a picture of Johnny at the beach. It was very weird. Its like they had never seen some one at the beach or climb a tree before.
Well Johnny only has one more day and then it is Christmas break. Its sad because it doesn't feel like Christmas. We aren't really doing the present thing either. we are trying to save our money because I'm a little nervous about how much its going to cost us to move to Dominica. I also am missing all the Christmas goodies. I miss mom's raspberry filling cookies. I need the recipe mommy! Katie gave us some cookies today and I'm very excited to eat them. Thanks Katie!
Sunday, December 13, 2009
Making Pizza
Well Johnny and I were busy people on Saturday. We went to a bbq some friends were having. We did a white elephant gift exchange and ate in the rain.(I guess I was the only one still eating when it rained.) Then the Taylors dropped us off at South beach. Let me tell you it was B-E-A-Utiful. The storm had made the waves really big and the ocean was teal blue. We had a ton of fun swimming in the waves. Johnny also dove for these pieces of old coral reef. While the beach was fun the bus ride home was not. We rode off the island then after sitting at the bus station for an hour, we got on the wrong bus and rode back onto the island. Then we of course had to ride back off the island. Then we finally got to the metro rail and finally got home. I was so tired and hungry and itchy. I got right into a warm shower and then went to bed.
Today was a typical Sunday. I did make home made pizza for the first time. (I feel like I'm doing a lot of things for the first time.) It was really easy and really yummy. It may just become a Cochran family favorite, actually I think it already is.
Wednesday, December 9, 2009
Miami Metro Zoo
Well I went to the Zoo with Katie and a couple other people from the ward. it was a lot of fun but now I am so pooped. We were there from the time it opened until the time it closed. We watched a little animal show. They showed some parrots, a porky pine, a cheetah, and some other animal that has a name I can't recall. We spent a while watching the elephants because they were being really entertaining.I did the laundry at Katie's while I babysat the kids so she and David could a little Christmas shopping. The kids were asleep so it was really easy.
Johnny had his first quiz today. He said it was mostly easy, but there were a few things on the quiz he wasn't expecting. He studied for the rest of the day and apparently missed me very much. He kept calling me all day and it made me feel great!
Tuesday, December 8, 2009
The last few days.
Monday, December 7, 2009
All the Friends
Thursday, December 3, 2009
Job searching is hard work.
Well today I didn't do much. I did laundry for the first time in Florida. I was a little nervous because I had to trek all our clothes for about four to five blocks down to the laundry mat. I didn't think I would be strong enough, but I was!
There was a Relief Society Christmas party tonight. Me and my new friend Katie went. Her husband is also going to Ross. They have three adorable kids. Her daughter Rachel is smitten with me apparently. Katie called me this morning because Rachel wanted to play with me. She thinks my name is Kellie. I love little kids! Anyway, the party was fun. I made some more friends. I may be going to the zoo with them next week.
MERP Schedule
Monday
8:00 am - Physiology
10:00am- Microbiology
1:00pm- SI
Tuesday
On Internet- Biochemistry
On Internet- Anatomy/Histology
1:00pm- SI
Wednesday
8:00am- CMI/Quiz
Thursday
8:00am- Biochemistry
10:00am- Anatomy/Histology
1:00pm- SI
Friday
On Internet- Physiology
On Internet- Microbiology
1:00pm- SI
Hopes this helps all you MERP researchers.
Tuesday, December 1, 2009
Good Friends
Johnny had his first day of classes. He said it was pretty boring. Just all review.
We went to our friends house for dinner again tonight. There was also a family there that the husband started MERP with Johnny. I can't remember his name, but his wife is Katie. They have three kids that are so cute. Its nice to know someone is in the same boat as us. And that we will have some friends while we are on this adventure.
I wanted to take the time and thank Kellie and Brett for all you have done for us in the last three days. You guys are so great and so giving! I love you and wish you all the best. Thanks for all the advice and maybe we will have to take a trip to the Bahamas with you and you can show us around. Thank you again for all you have done. We will defiantly be in touch.
Monday, November 30, 2009
In the Begining
Well I wanted to end with some pictures we've taken of Miami.
These two are of the park next to our house.
Cute little guy.
This is the front of the house the apartment is in.
There are peacocks everywhere in our little neighborhood.
Sunday, November 29, 2009
Welcome to the Jungle
I think I could get used to Florida. It is so nice here. We got up this morning and hopped on the bus to go to church. I love that church feel the same no matter where you are. Everyone was so friendly! We met some people that just finished their fifth semester at Ross and are going to their house for dinner. They want to tell us all about Dominica. There is also a family at church starting Ross tomorrow. Its nice to know there are others at church in the same boat as us. So the start of our adventure has defiantly been one.
Thanksgiving
The week we spent in Idaho was wonderful! Moving went very smoothly and we were done organizing everything in his parents house by Tuesday morning. We spent the rest of the time just relaxing. Except when Johnny had to haul hay for his dad. Thanksgiving was very nice. I was really homesick this year for some reason. We watched the Macy's T-Day Parade while I talked to my mom. We did a lot of the cooking the day before so cooking didn't take that long. I was really sad because even though all the food was good it wasn't like home. I was feeling really really home sick then all of a sudden I took a bite of jello salad and POW I was home! Thank you mom for letting make your jello salad part of our T-Day traditions. We did wake up for Black Friday. We got all the stuff we were sent to get. While we were in Walmart I ran into Vanessa Jones, one of my friends from High School. I couldn't believe it! She was shocked too. Its a small world sometimes. I just want to let my in-laws now we are so thankful that you guys let us stay at your home for the week. OH Yeah we took some family pictures, Enjoy!
Monday, November 23, 2009
Moving is hard to do.
Tuesday, November 17, 2009
My New Smile
I'm sorry I haven't been posting very often. We have been so busy. We have been packing and now we are very close to being done. I think I only have two more boxes worth of stuff to pack. I have a lot of cleaning to do though. That what I will be doing for the next couple of days. Only 11 more days until Miami!!!
Saturday, November 14, 2009
Two More Weeks
Johnny's mother came to stay with us on Wednesday so we could take her to the airport the next morning. Its always great to see her. She always makes me laugh! My sister, Rachel, also had her baby girl, Eden. We are going to go meet her on Thursday and help Rachel out with feeding the other kids and the house work.
Johnny and I are getting so excited to meet all you fellow MERPers! The snow has started and those warm sandy beaches are starting to sound really good right now. Only 16 days to go!
Sunday, November 8, 2009
One more week of work, yeah right!
Okay as for my life right now. I have not been doing very well on packing. I know it will all get done eventually, I just dont know how. I am very ready to be done with my job. I have had problems with it before, but it wasnt anything I couldnt handle. the last two week have been horrible! I just can not work there anymore. I only have five... more...... days...........................Yeah! I cant wait until Rachel has her baby and hope all goes well with that. I will let you know how the packing is coming.
Monday, November 2, 2009
Getting MERPed
You are required to give a $700 deposit to reserve a spot for the semester. Once you send that they assign you a student ID number so you can log in to MyRoss. There you can search for housing and accept your loan awards.
The housing network they have is not the best, but it did the job. The biggest problem it has is that it doesn't show if a place has already been rented out. it was really annoying to call someone and then just have them say that it wasn't available anymore. It was probably annoying for the land lords as well. Other than that it is very easy to search on the website. They have plenty of places for single people. It was a little harder if you are looking for a family.
If you would like to know more about MERP here the address to their website. http://www.medicalreviewprogram.com/
I'll keep posting more info about life as a Ross student.
Sunday, November 1, 2009
Cops and Robbers
Happy Halloween! Well it wasn't the happiest day for me, but I get paid for working right? I was at work all day. I did dress up with my friend Chris from work. It made the day a little more fun. Chris was the cop, I was the robber. Oh and Jorge was an "under cover police".(This mad me laugh so hard!) I'm also very proud of my pumpkin that I carved.
Every day I get more excited about going to Miami! The land lord for the place we want to rent said we are the only people interested in the place and that he would call me if anybody else wants to rent it, so hopefully we have a good chance of getting it. Its been difficult to pack because we have to leave stuff out for the cold weather were having here and also try to keep the stuff we want to take when we go to Dominica in places we can get to them easily. Besides the fact that I got called in early to work everyday this week. I told myself that from now on I'm not going to go in early anymore. I hope I can be mean to others and keep my promise to myself. I want to get as much done now so that when Rachel has the baby we can go visit them.
I was thinking the last couple of days about how life works out. If I hadn't have had my miscarriage I would be delivering a baby this week. That would have put a damper on our present plans. It still makes me sad that I'm not going to be a mother in the next few days, but it will happen when the time is right for us.
I wanted to say thank you for all the prayers. They were all answered even though it wasn't what we expected. I love you all. We don't know how often we will be able to see all of you in the next few years, but I wanted you to know that I think of you often. Remember to keep doing your blogs. It is so nice to hear from you guys! I told you I'd nag.
Thursday, October 29, 2009
Snow has fallen
We had our first real snow yesterday. A couple of weeks ago we had some snow but it didn't stick, but yesterday we woke up to a winter wonderland.
So we are moving into the next stage of our life. We are moving to Miami to go to the Prep Med School for Ross University. We are in the process of finding an apartment to live in. I think we found a good one, but I don't know how long it will stay available. We can't reserve it until we get our loan. I have started packing up our stuff. Johnny and I got a lot done over the weekend. Now I just need to do a couple boxes a day and we should be in good shape. The plan is to be out of our apartment on the 21st. We will stay with Johnny's parents for Thanksgiving and then fly to Miami on the 28th. Orientation starts on the 30th.
I will hopefully find a job and work while we are there. My boss at au naturale lived in Miami for 20 years and says he will help me find a job because he knows lots of people in the restaurant business. I really hope this will help.
I'm glad we will be getting away from the cold. Snow is fun, but not the cold. Especially when your a ditz and forget your coat when your running out the door in the morning.
Thursday, October 22, 2009
But What Will I Wear!!!!
Fall has come to Salt Lake. I promised pictures. These are in my back yard.
Johnny and I went to the temple today. It was a great session. The first time I went to the live session I really didn't enjoy it but this time was different. I wished it could go on longer. The Salt Lake Temple is so beautiful.
I took a picture of myself so you all can see my wonderful brown hair. I wish I could have been naturally this color, but I guess the dye will have to do.
Wednesday, October 21, 2009
Long Time No Post
One of the ladies I work with had a party on Sunday evening. I missed her birthday party so I felt I needed to go. It was a birthday/welcome to the USA party for her children. It was fun even though it was a kid party. There was a clown and he looked like he could be one of dad's brothers. he looked a lot like Uncle Vance. He was really good. He did a magic show and made balloon hats and animals.
We heard back from Ross. We didn't get direct admittance. They invited Johnny to go to their MERP program. Its kind of like a prep school for medical school. If you pass you go to Ross, if you fail they assume your not cut out for med school and you don't get in. We have a lot of decisions to make in the next little while. I will let you know when we have our definite plans. If you have more questions about MERP let me know and I will do my best to answer them.
Saturday, October 17, 2009
The Story of My Life
Thursday, October 15, 2009
Trip to Logan
Wednesday, October 14, 2009
Interview Questions
I feel like I should put another picture of Dominica with this post! Enjoy!!!
This is a great list of the questions you will be asked at your interview. You won't be asked all of these, but its a good idea to have answers ready for all of them. I have also been told that they show you a 20 minute video about Ross, even though Johnny was not shown one. Sorry if some of the questions are duplicated. Someone else wrote the rest of this post. This is some one else's experience, but Johnny was also questioned from this list. Johnny says he will write more about his personal experience if he gets accepted. So when that wonderful day comes you can hear more from him. I will put a * before the questions I remember Johnny saying he was asked. He may have been asked more, these are just what I remember. Hope this helps!
*"Why do you want to be a doctor?
What types of leadership positions did you have in college?
*What types of clinical experience do you have?
*Will you be able to survive on the island?
What has been your greatest hardship and how did you deal with it?
What was your favorite class in college and why?
Why did you get a "C" in this course?
What other schools have you applied to?
What was the result of applying to those schools?
Why were you not accepted to a US medical school?
Why are you applying to Ross?
Are you content with becoming an FMG vs. being a US Medical grad?
*What is your weakness?
*What is your strength?
*What do you know about living in Dominica?
*How do you feel about living in a third world country?
How do you deal with stress/pressure?
What made you want to go to Ross?
If you could change something about yourself, what would it be?
How did you get here?
Why would you be a good doctor?
What would you do if you don’t get in to medical school?
What do you feel are the most important qualities in being a good doctor?
What do you do to alleviate stress? What are your hobbies?
Are you a leader or a follower? Give examples...
What exposure have you had to the medical profession? Healthcare experience? *What did you do when you volunteered at ----? (Johnny was asked about his clinical experience and about a Pre-Med school class he helped start at USU, not volunteer work.)
What do you think you will like most about medicine/being a doctor?
"Don’t freak out. Stay calm and composed. The interviewer will inform you that he/she is not the one to make the admissions decision but it is rather a Committee who decides your fate. However, he/she will take notes during the interview and write a summary, which will be sent to this Committee. Incidentally, during a recent Ross University Open House held in NY the following statistics were cited: “If you have been granted an interview, there is a 65% chance that you will gain admittance to Ross University School of Medicine.” So the interview is somewhat important. Dress professionally; be well groomed, and well mannered.
Be able to answer the following:
Again:
Most important question:
Why do you want to be a doctor?
What motivates you to pursue this field?
What makes you unique?
What other field would you choose if you do not get accepted to any Medical School (Caribbean or otherwise)?
Why did you get (insert bad grade) in (insert class)?
What was the most challenging class for you during your undergraduate studies and why do you think so?
Will you be able to handle living in a foreign country?
What characteristics do you possess that makes you adaptable?
What are the characteristics of a good/bad doctor?
How would a friend describe you?
What do you think would be the hardest part of the medical school curriculum for you and why?
What are your study habits?
What field of medicine interests you most and why?
What do you know about Ross and why did you choose to apply here?
What other schools have you applied to?
What else would you like to tell the Committee about yourself that is not included in your essay or application?
*Do you have any questions?
My overall advice for the interview? Just BE the 3 C’s: Confident, Calm, and Courteous.
And KNOW the 3 E’s: Your Essay, Experiences, and Expectations."
These helped me tremedously and nothing else was asked. All the questions came out of this list. Enjoy and good luck.
Our Denver Trip
Sunday we left at about 10:30. It was later than we wanted but we had both worked twelve hour shifts so we were a little tired. There was a really big storm in Colorado the day before we left so we were a little worried about the roads. They were fine, but right when we were going in to Colorado there was a ton of fog and the visibility was pretty bad. We got to Johnny's aunt's house about 6:15 after getting a little lost. They had a great turkey dinner waiting for us. It was wonderful after along day of no food. We decided that we didn't really want to just drive all day Monday when we had just driven all day Sunday, so we decided to drive back Tuesday. So after Johnny's interview we went to Estes Park. It was a nice fall day in the mountains. We walked around down town and then headed up to the Stanley Hotel. Its a really famous hotel that happens to be totally haunted. It was really interesting to visit. I one of the shops there was this huge dog and I thought it was like a stuffed dog, but it was totally real. It was an Irish Bloodhound and the most laid back dog I ever saw. On our way home we spotted some big horned sheep. I cooked dinner for Faye and Bob on Monday night and made Pea and Potato Soup and rolls which was really nice for the cold day. When we woke up Tuesday we were both really sick and over slept so we got off a little later than planned. The drive home was fine and we got in about 7:00.
Johnny said the interview went really well, but he can't be accepted until they get both of the letters of recommendation. We are going to go to Logan tomorrow to see his professor and get the letter from him and send it priority mail ourselves. We are doing the same with the one form his boss today. Hopefully this whole letter thing will be over in a couple of days. I'm hoping to get Johnny to write about the interview because I can't tell you what happened.
Tuesday, October 13, 2009
Me, not having much fun.
Saturday, October 10, 2009
Into the Cold
Wednesday, October 7, 2009
Celebrating One Year
Tuesday, October 6, 2009
Letters of Recommendations
Sunday, October 4, 2009
Catching up
I Have to give some Happy Birthday shout outs to people. Both my niece Rebekah and my sis-in-law Rebekah just had their birthdays. Chris's birthday was today and his wife Emily had one on the 23rd. So happy birthday to all. I hope you had good days.
So Friday was such a GREAT day!!! We have been waiting for Johnny's letters of recommendation to come in so he could get an interview. Well he finally got THE email! We think that it is because we had his letters emailed on Thursday. We hope the originals get there soon. I wanted to let everyone know our experience because this part we didn't know what to expect even with all the research we did. I thought they were going to let us know the day and time of the interview but instead they have you contact them. I thought from the research I did that they just had someone come interview in you area, but no. They have different places that they interview people around the country. The closest on to us happens to be in Denver. So we are hoping to have the interview on Friday. We didn't get the email until four on Friday and we called a few times with no answer, so we don't know exactly how the actual scheduling will work, I'll let you know. Here is a copy of what the email said. I left out the email address and phone number for privacy reasons. Hope this helps all you want to be med students out there. I will keep the info coming!
Congratulations on being selected for the second phase of our application process, the personal interview.
Interviews are conducted at our Denver Branch Office Monday through Friday; please contact me at fakeemail@rossu.edu or ###-###-#### immediately in order to schedule an appointment. Be ready to discuss your availability.
The address is:
Fake Address
The interview site is about 40 minutes from Denver International Airport by car. The local public transportation company is RTD (http://www.rtd-denver.com); the airport bus will bring you about half a mile from the office (bus stop: Arapahoe Park and Ride). It will be a short walk after that.
You can also choose a shuttle service (such as http://www.supershuttle.com); both options are usually less expensive than a cab ride. We do not work with any of these companies, so choose one at your discretion.
If you are driving, public parking is available across from the building and it’s free for the first 2 hours.
I look forward to hearing back from you and to our meeting! Once again congratulations!
I promised pictures and a video so here they are as well. I love you all and thank you for the prayers, and please keep them coming. Bless Johnny to do a good job on the interview.
Saturday, October 3, 2009
BYU vs. USU
Thursday, October 1, 2009
Happy Birthday to ME!
Tuesday was a good day. Johnny took me out to lunch and then we went to the mall and walked around together. It was really nice to just walk around and just talk.
We are having some issues. Johnny's letters of recommendation are still not in and its been two weeks since they said they sent them. We a really stressing about this because there is no reason it takes two weeks for letters to get from Salt Lake to New Jersey. He's been in contact with the admissions people and they say once those come in they really want to interview him. They said we could have them e-mail the letters and then we could have an interview scheduled and then hope that the letters come in before the interview. We will let you know what happens.
Tuesday, September 29, 2009
My how time goes by.
So my birthday is on Wednesday! I'm going to be 22 life goes by so fast. I have to work Wednesday so we are going to do something tomorrow. We still haven't decided what yet. Hopefully its something fun! We will let you know.
Sunday, September 27, 2009
BYU Won!
Yesterday we went down to Provo for the football game. Johnny's dad was with us and it was great to have him. He had his birthday this month and we wanted to take him to lunch and go to a game with him. We went to this restaurant that we really like, Tucanos. It is a Brazilian grill. It is a really cool place. It is all you can eat with an amazing salad bar and then they grill all the meat and bring it around to the tables. Everything is super yummy. I really want to figure out how they make the lemonade, its creamy and very yummy!
The game was really good. They played hard and it paid off. I don't remember the score, sorry. I think I am understanding the rules a little better. I feel like I ask a hundred questions during the game. "What does that call mean?" "How many yards penalty is it for a false start?" "Why do I always have to sit behind the really tall people?" Things like that. By the end of the season I may know all that stuff, but for now I'm still learning. Here are some pictures of the game and a video of a touchdown. Sorry its really hard to see the guy catch the ball but I promise you he did!
Friday, September 25, 2009
Work
Johnny got an e-mail from Ross and they said that they still don't have his letters of recommendation. This makes me more than a little mad about this since his professor and boss said they had sent them. AARRGGGGHHH!!! Anyway I hope they get them soon I want to get an interview already!
Wednesday, September 23, 2009
Friends at work
So I got called to go into work early today so that is all I did today besides goofing off on the internet. I was in a working mood today. You know when you get to work and you just can't stop doing things. I did a lot of cleaning. Anyway I took some pictures of my amigos Arura and Jorge, and of my Bossy Ross.
Map of Dominica
Okay I have been searching for a good map of Dominica ever since I started researching it an I think this is the best one (that would let me copy and paste anyway). If you right click on the map you can see a bigger version of the map by selecting "open link in new window" . Ross is located just south of Portsmouth and North of the Indian River. Here is a picture of Dominica hope you all enjoy it.
Tuesday, September 22, 2009
Dates are the BEST!!!
After that we came home and I did some cross stitch while I finished Last season of Greys Anatomy. Then all of a sudden Johnny was like "Okay, Lets go". We went to DI and got some reading material. We have decided that DI is the place to buy books they are like 50 cents a piece, its great! After that we went and watched the movie Up. I was really cute. We went to Olive Garden and had endless pasta. I am super stuffed now and am going to sit down and watch a movie that I got in the mail from Netflix, super duper Tuesday!!!
P.S. I feel bad because I have no pictures to post so I am going to try to put a video on here. Enjoy!
Monday, September 21, 2009
Called to serve
Sunday, September 20, 2009
BYU Football
Sorry I didn't post yesterday. When we got home I was so tired. We left yesterday at about 12:30 to drive to Provo. The game didn't start until 5:00, but Johnny and Joey wanted to go to the tail gate party and we wanted to eat something before we went. We ate on campus and then headed over to the stadium. The tail gate party was really boring, but I won a ticket to next weeks game at a " spin the wheel" thing. We have season tickets so we are going to try and find some one to buy it from us.
So the game was pretty bad. BYU got crushed by Florida State. There were some really good plays from both teams, but you could tell from the very beginning that FSU was going to win. It was a good time, but I just don't get football at all, so kinda boring too.
Anyway today was very relaxing. I even fell asleep on the couch. It was one of those times when you wake up and you didn't think you had fallen asleep, so when you wake up your like "What just happened". Weird!